4th Post

Awkward title right? But for me it means something a lot.. The number 4 had many meanings ever since I got to  fall in love with someone way back highschool. What does the number 4 mean anyway and why is it so special to me and my lover? Here are some to name a few.

• It represents the day I was born (May 4, 1992) 

• It represents the day he was born (October 4, 1992) --> So yes I'm older than him 

• There are 4 months separating our birth months (June, July, August and September) 

• It is his favorite number. 

•  My favorite number when subtracted and getting the absolute value results to 4 (Favorite number: 15) 

•  In his nickname, the fourth letter is my first letter in my real name which is also the 4th letter of the alphabet (Mandy) 

•  We met during our elementary years particularly Grade 4. 

•  After 4 years we met and became classmates again.

•  We fell in love during our highschool as 4th year students 

•  Both of us favorite color is blue which has 4 letters 

•  Love can't be spelled without the 4 letters. L-O-V-E.

I wonder though. Are we really meant for each other despite the fights, the misunderstandings we've been through? I just really hate people who are "manhid" and not keeping their word. It just really sucks. :( Am still trying as well to overcome of being jealous which until now I'm still having problems of controlling. So yeah. I guess this is about it.

Am still hoping to come back for him and say that I still love him. But as of now, it still remains unknown if I will still be with him or not since I have a lot of things to think about. Till next time.

Something that will always represent him of :)

XOXO,
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